Hi. My name is Dawn Bergeron and I am feeling very insecure today and anxious about my presence on some Certification Courses I was video taped in and part of for my job. This has to do with my insecurities but also, I realize how I was not very good on video at all. So, here is how I felt for most of today.
Putting myself down
Wishing I could go back and redo the videos
Realizing these videos are seen by thousands of students around the world
Feeling ridiculous that I feel this way because it’s not a big deal in the whole universal scheme of life
But I cannot shake these insecurity feelings
I have gone up and down about this. Finally on my walk tonight, I decided that to overcome these feelings, I would encourage myself to do a 30 day Self Development Video challenge to push myself and learn what I can about doing video in all mediums. Tonight is my intro video to put myself out there and see how I can get creative with video and grow and learn. Side note. Including a video I did like 3 years ago where I talk about insecurity there too. Sigh. Still dealing with it today….